One of these days you're going to read what I've written and actually take note of the words I've used. If you admired our work half as much as you claim to,
1) you wouldn't have demanded access to the source code pretty much off the bat, but understood that this was us doing what we wanted to do first and foremost, and not building it to meet your goals,
2) you wouldn't have spent so much time trying to impose your ideas on how we want to build it and trying to tell us how to implement things, as though we're newbie programmers, and
3) you wouldn't have asked for a download just because SMF was out... no-one else has asked because everyone else took the time to read what's written and realised that there wasn't a download already.
Also, there's an implied 4) if we do give you a download, which we're not going to until we're ready, we will spend an awful lot of time catering to your questions about how it works, and how you want to change it, when how it works is in a state of flux and that your changes are specific to your site, which means that we're only going to be burning more time helping you instead of benefitting everyone.
As it is I've wasted far too much time and energy trying to explain to you what everyone else seems to have already understood.